Spiralling

I Sit in silence
Sit and lament
Pondering on
Life's torment

Self inflicted
Self-imposed
Inner demons
All exposed

At times I scream
At times I cry
Self-mutilate
Wanting to die

No one knows
No one cares
I hear their laughter
Feel their stares

Medication
Reality falls
Walls spin
Skin crawls

Hit the bottom
Hit the floor
No more pain
I bleed no more